[She just...stays there, for a while, letting her breathing shake and her eyes drip. Ed says "I'm sorry" and her only response is to lift one arm and put it around her, anchoring herself a little more.

It's a moment of weakness.

After a few minutes, she speaks, without moving from her place.]

...said if I "indulged him" he'd let me move to the Pros.

I was disgusted with myself. For making that choice.

...

But it wasn't a choice. Was it?